Thantophobia

A life without you is a black void

A fear welling inside that I avoid

That one day you will be no more

Not you, not the man I adore

How could I let myself lose you

Trying with every breath to bring you to

But nothing, but blank empty space

Your heart beat now slow in it’s pace

I am losing you, and there is no escape

You are drifting free in heaven scape

And I am here left mourning

Never another good morning.